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Phew! Another work week over!

  • May. 22nd, 2008 at 12:40 AM
set me free

    I really kind of wished I had called in to work tonight. The day  started off good but after the first half hour it turned to shit. The one manager that has been on my case for the last 2 weeks decided to go all wacko on me again. I swear she is singling me out. Like I am putting these awesome purple polos out on the table and she walks by and is all," wow! those are wonderful polos, and OMG! What i that over there and over there, aren't you done with your department yet!? I was like ;" umm I just got here 30 minutes ago and have been putting freight out the whole time and no, I haven't finshed or even started my department yet." She then proceeded to roll her eyes and walk away from me. What a freaking bi0tch! I really dislike her. I wish they would put her on overnights or send her to the management program which she has never completed. But as the night progressed it got better. That manager left and I kinda distanced myself from everyone else for 3 hours, which worked out good because I was able to zone pretty deeply and accomplish a lot.  Got to see Kaily! yay! LOL. I got to say that Kaily and Mayra definitely my top 2 people I enjoy talking to and seeing at work. I like Deborah and Angela, too. LOL. 
   I have my Dr.'s appointment at 9:30 tomorrow morning because...I finally got insurance through work! yay! It makes me feel good. LOL. I am going to get back onto all of my meds. Goodbye acid reflux, hello weight management and goodbye back pain. ROFLMAO! After I get home from my appointment I have to clean the house because Steve's mom will be here Friday. Should be a good visit. Her visits normally are. And on Friday we are trying to plan a daiquiri and margarita party for Steve's graduation. w00t! Patron and Bacardi 151! * does a little dance* OoOoh yeah! LOL.

  And I wasn't ignoring you. I got your messages, I just couldn't talk. Nope no pics yet. Soon, I promise.

Ugh!

  • May. 20th, 2008 at 11:32 AM
make it stop
   So like okay, yesterday my brother;s fiance' sent me a message on myspace. She basically said that she is glad that I finally broke down and let Jason and her have my address and contact info. I explained to her that the reason I didn't want them to have it is because Jason is close with my father and I don't want my dad to have any of my info. So anyways, I told her that I would try to make it to the wedding because I know how important it is to them, I honestly don't think that I will have the money to go. I know that if  I put in for the time off, i'll get it, that's not the problem. But anyways here's the problem, she has messaged me again and now they want me to be a groomsman. Ugh! I would like to be there and all but I can't afford it. BLAH! I have no idea what to do or how to tell them I may not be able to go due to money issues. I mean it already sucks knowing that they don't really think that I will come. In a way I would love to go, he is my brother and family after all but Steve is also still all like eww because of the way he treated us and stole from us while we were living in Vegas 4 years ago. I personally think Steve should get over it. I have.

   Does anyone have any suggestions for me on how I should handle this? I would really appreciate some feedback. Thanks.

Busy, busy, busy

  • May. 18th, 2008 at 10:08 PM
sweetz

   I am so freaking busy this week that I think I will consider myself lucky if I don't go insane. LOL. Tomorrow I have to get the kids off like normal, go to Yuba College and order Steve's graduation gown and RSVP for the graduation. I also have to call the IRS and go to work. Then on Tuesday Nici has her second gardasil shot appt, as well as I have to shampoo the carpet in the living room and get our propane tank filled. Then Wednesday I have to work again. Thursday I have to get up early and clean the hell out of the house because Steve's mom will be here on Friday morning. Friday, Jesse's softball tournament is during the morning, Sean and Nici have dentist appointments, then we have Steve's graduation and then the graduation party and then back to work on Saturday morning because of it being Memorial Day weekend, I know we are going to be busy. LOL. Sounds like a full week to me. Haha
   I talked to my grandmother today and Kira and Jason are going to be sending me the invite to their wedding. She also told me my Aunt Lisa is now a drunk and that my dad is having second thoughts about going to the wedding because Jason and Kira have decided to have a dry wedding, which means no alcohol. My dad said," Well if their is no booze how is anyone going to have any fun?" I swear my dad is such a freaking moron sometimes. So oh well. LOL.

   So like um yeah.....Love and miss you guys and gals!

Work was...

  • May. 17th, 2008 at 10:35 PM
sweetz

   Pretty freaking boring. LOL. I spent all day emptying my part of the hanging bin. We got some ok bathing suits in though, I am definitely going to buy 3 of them....sometime this summer. LOL. So anyways I also found out that they fired Penny. So that means I will be working the phones in the morning. So it should be another easy/boring day. Oh well.
   Matt started dating this new chick. She is hella cool. I think she looks like Lindsay Lohan, but a brunette one. LOL.
  My back is hella killing me today. Damn accident, I think it's time to take my meds.

I hate $!

  • May. 16th, 2008 at 3:37 PM
make it stop
   I freaking hate money. I never have enough of it and when I do get it it's gone in like10 seconds. Money does noting but stress me the fuck out and if I am stressed out then I become a total bi0tch and stress everyone else out. It freaking sucks. BLAH! I stressed out on Steve so much that he went over to Kenny and Jesse's to play some video games. I feel like shit about it but it's kind of his fault. LOL. He was the one that had to bring everything up and stress me out; I mean yea sure I had forgotten about it but that's a good thing for me. I think. LOL So anyways....I want money and lots of it that way I don't have to worry about shit anymore. Pfft! Like that will ever happen. ROFLMFAO! I have to laugh in ordr to make the stress go away, it's working a little bit.....

California Supreme Court Rules....

  • May. 15th, 2008 at 10:19 AM
sweetz
    You know it"s a super day in the state of California! Gay Marriage is legal! w00t! I am so freaking happy! Now all I have to do is hurry up and gets Steve's divorce to that horrid woman to be finalized and find a dress! ROFLMFAO! Just kidding about the dress part, but no seriously I'll finally get to pick out invitations and flowers! LOL. This decison just made my day! I don't even care about Placer county garnishing 25% of my wages or that it's going to be a horrible 100 degrees outside, well for now anyways! LOL.

Another Wednesday...

  • May. 14th, 2008 at 1:11 PM
sweetz
    Another day closer to payday! w00t! LOL.Yup so like I have to start getting ready for work here in like 30 minutes, but tha's okay with me since it's my Friday! LOL
    There's not too much to update on. Work has well...been work. Home life is going well. Some of my flowers are starting to bloom, mostly just my forget me nots but at least it's someting. My iris still aren't blooming and I am dying for them to come up soon!! LOL Look at me getting excited over my garden, what a FAG! LOL
    Oh...I have come upon a dilemma. It turns out my brother is coming back from Iraq this summer and is going to get   married to a girl named Kira. I have never met this girl before  so I have no clue as to what  she looks like and she is going to be moving in with my grandmother soon. But the dilemma is that they want  me to come to the wedding but I know for a fact that I can not afford to go and that  Steve will get pissed off at me for wanting to go. I mostly just want to go so that I cn see my grandmother, my mom's mom. I miss her so much. But the reason Steve will get pissed is because of Jason fucking us over when we lived in Vegas like 3 almost 4 year ago. Steve should have gotten over it a long time ago but he just will not drop it. *shrugs* That kinda puts me between a rock and a hard place. I have no clue as to what I am going to do.

Tonite...

  • May. 13th, 2008 at 12:04 AM
sweetz
   Well, tonight was pretty boring but smooth. I didn't work very hard but I still got everything done. Went to like the first night meeting that our new store manager has ever given, to my knowledge anyway. All I learned from that meeting was that he likes to talk alot. Probably just likes to hear his own voice. He definitely seems like the type that does. I miss Frank! He is like the mostlaid back and nice manager that we have. Both of the new female asst. managers started today, neither looks like they know what they are doing but we'll see.
   I don't have to work..today! LOL. It's 12:08am so that makes it today, Thank Go0dness! Well I am freaking tired as hell so go0dnight!

Toothaches!

  • May. 12th, 2008 at 1:31 PM
make it stop
   My fucking tooth still hurts. I really hope my new insurance card gets here soon so that I can get into the dentist. I think that I don't want to have that root canal I would much rather just have them pull it, I think. LOL.

   I have to start getting ready for work soon. Blah! I really hope that Coleen doesn't close tonight. I am soOoo freaking tired of that cunt. Out of all the management, I dislike her the most! She tries using guilt and empty threats to get you to do what she wants and I don't think that it's very fair; as a matter of fact, I know it's not. But on the bright side it's hump Friday so I don't have to go to work tomorrow because I am off! w00t! 

Mother's Day....

  • May. 11th, 2008 at 9:44 PM
make it stop
    This has been the worst Mother's day for me. For some odd reason it hit me harder this year then the past two. I miss my mom so fucking much! I swear if there was anything I could do to bring her back, even for just one day, I would do it. I even started crying at work.  I think she sent me a sign though. Out of nowhere, as I was straightening some clothes a fucking butterfly flew out from the shelf I was working on. How freaking weird is that!? I think it's weird but I know it had to have been her.

It has been a totally shitty day. Work sucked and I have such a bad toothache.

Relaxing and quiet!

  • May. 9th, 2008 at 10:12 PM
sweetz
   Do you hear that?.....Yup, nothing, awwww silence can be so sweet!

Ugh! How boring!

  • May. 8th, 2008 at 7:08 PM
make it stop
   I am so freaking bored right now. Nothing is going on and everyone sucks! LOL I took Steve to Lakeport to see the orthopedic doctor and he is just going to let Steve's hand heal on its own. No surgery for him, he's glad about that. And once again I am boired and have nothing else to update or bitch about. LOL. I guess I should go finish cooking dinner......

FRIDAY!!!

  • May. 7th, 2008 at 1:39 PM
sweetz
   w00t! I am so glad that today is my Friday! Have to start getting ready for work in like 5 minutes, LOL. I really don't feel like going but eh, it's money. 
   Tomorrow I have to take Steve to the orthopedic surgeon to see if his hand needs surgery, it probably does, I wouldn't doubt it. 

   Well I'm off to get ready for work. Peace! 

Better day so far...

  • May. 6th, 2008 at 3:40 PM
sweetz

   Well today is definitely getting better than these past few days. Thank go0dness! LoL.

Work sucked again...

  • May. 5th, 2008 at 10:28 PM
make it stop
   WTF is up with this freaking week!? Every day this week has totally fucking sucked. Today I had mad shit to do and just as I got done with it 2 hours before my shift was going to end, they decided to cut me from the floor. I'm like dude I need the money and they are all well we are down for the day so you have to go. Leaving was kind of ok because I had a really bad headache and was feeling kinda crappy. I'm feeling a little better now but hopefully tomorrow will be cool. I don't have to work so let's cross our fingers and pray that it is. LOL.

   Oh and I am going to talk to Steve but in August  Chris Daughtry is going to be playing on the lake and I really want to go so hopefully I'll get too! He is so freaking HOT!!!

Hump Friday!

  • May. 5th, 2008 at 1:20 PM
sweetz
    w00t! I have tomorrow off! Thank goodness! This week has totally stunk so far but who knows maybe today will be better. I get to see my boss today and I can tell her everything that has happened over the weekend. 

   Well I have to get ready for work soon so I'm gonna go now. I hope everyone has a super day, I know I'm praying I do!

Terrible day!

  • May. 5th, 2008 at 12:01 AM
make it stop
   Today was the most freaking worst day I have ever had at work. I started work at 2:30 and from the second I got there it was just rotten. No one had been in my department all day long, even though Sandra was there. All that little woman does on the weekends is run around with Margaret stuffing other departments racks to the point to where they are unshoppable. She is supposed to be in my department zoning and doing our retuens but the bitch fails to do this every weekend and today was important because it is the first day after the first of the month; which means we are FUCKING HELLA BUSY!!!! I mean like hello can you not tell when a department is thrashed and you need to get your as over there considering we are in the front of the store. So anyways I am going to talk to Jane tomorrow and see what she has to say about the whole situation. I really hope she puts me on days on the weekends, that way not only can I keep it looking good but so that Sandra can see how bad she is fucking up. Then to top it all off Haily told me that some new guy, Calvin, who doesn't even know me, had the nerve to refer to me as THE faggott in softlines. That kinda pissed me off but then I remembered where I am and how ignorant all the little men are around here. I decided it wasn't worth my time. So blah! That was my shitty day!
   My back, my neck and my feet hurt and I am having numbness in my fingers and my toes.The numbness just started the other day and it has progressed a little bit, not much, but enough to where I can tell. These are all signs and symptoms from not only being FAT! which I am working so hard to get rid of but they are also signs of fibromyalgia which is the disease my mom had when she passed away. Supposedly there is a test that one can take to determine if one has it. I am seriously thinking about getting that test done.
  Well I am going to go get some ice cream and then go to bed. Hopefully tomorrow will get better.

Steve's waiting....

  • May. 3rd, 2008 at 11:33 PM
sweetz
   So I got to make this short.LOL. Work went well, although I had to do something I didn't really want to do. There is this old lady that answers our phones on Saturday mornings and she is wheel chair-bound. Well she is also incontent*sp* and wears a diaper. She is capable of changing herself but refuses to or just chooses not to and well the stench was too much for me today so I had to talk to management. I think I did the right thing because I have even heard the customers in the fitting rooms complain about it. *shrugs*  I kinda feel bad about it but if she is capable of changing herself then I think ,do to our store's hygiene policy in the handbook, they should make her do so or ask her to resign her position.
   Sean figured out how to put pics from my digital onto my laptop so I am going to try to post some pics on myspace on Thursday or Friday this week.

My weekend is almost 0ver!

  • May. 2nd, 2008 at 5:30 PM
sweetz
   Well it's Friday and the last of my two days off. It blows. LOL. I got everything done that I was supposed too. I bought Sean GTA 4. He loves it and it is finally keeping him outta my hair. Well, not really but he is having fun playing it and I also bought Nici a new game for the PS2. I bought her the new Spyro game, I don't know if she likes it or not because she has been in Willits for the past two days with her mom. She keeps messaging me on myspace telling me how bored she is so I don't know if she took it or not. If she didn't take it with her she sure did hide it well. LOL. 
   On another good note: my roses are starting to bloom and they are so fragrant. They smell awesome, kinda peachy even. LOL.
   I have to go to work tomorrow at 10am, as well as Sunday. I am going to be on the phones alot this week because Toni's niece is having surgery to remove some cancer from her abdomen so she has to watch the kids for a week. This means that I will have yet another easy week at work. Thank goodness.

Work is over..

  • Apr. 30th, 2008 at 11:50 PM
sweetz
   And it is so time to start relaxing since tomorrow there will hardly be time too. LOL. In the morning I have to get the kids up, take them to school, go get my paycheck, cash it and get a money order. Then I have to go to the post office, power company, cable company. After that i have to take Steve to the doctors at 11am. The last things I have to do is pick the kids up from school and do a little grocery shopping. Damn what a day that is going to be. I hope I have fun doing all of that shiot! LOL
   Friday isn't going to be that much better. I have to clean the whole house and spray for bugs. I have to do more than the easy light keep up cleaning that I normally do. I have to go around all the edges of the house and clean the drapes and rods. 
   So in short my 2 days off from work aren't going to be fun ones. LOL. Well I'll make them fun! I will just play HAPPYCORE! all day long on both days. LOL

   Welp, I am going to go finish watching the old Amityville Horror and finish my Sparks and then go to bed.